They tried to bury us. They didn't know we were seeds.
Too much surprise and heart broken things in this few weeks. Where should I start from, there were so many things to tell. Let's start from the beginning of the April month. ( This month is totally fooling me all the way. ) I went to Anugerah Cemerlang. Still feel bored. Still talkative. Still nosy. I had my sis formal on. Oh no, I like white blouse. White is a perfect colour albeit it makes me look fat. I don't care =P After the ceremony, we went to Yoshiya to have lunch and talk talk talk. It was a B&G gathering, but we just talked separately. We had our second round at Secret recipe. It was a really good time - Sharing and listening. BTW, I experienced something warm. The next day of Anugerah Cemerlang was the day of IPG test. I decided not to go due to transportation and other problems. But my friend keep on persuade me go for it. FYI, I wish to become a teacher too. ( I do have many ambitions actually) One of them even offer a car ride even though her test wasn't on that day. Warmth felt. And one more, one of my BFF came to my house just to send me cookies which i mentioned to her earlier that my family like it. Our house wasn't near! So glad to have them, seriously.
Besides, I was shortlisted by Maybank to have the online assessment. Marketing question and short time given. Hahaha, I took it not very serious actually, but i received phone call from Maybank for the interview session. Feel shocked totally. Never thought of it. The interview was on Friday, at MWE Plaza, Penang. Frankly, I went to the interview to get experience only. I don't hope for the scholarship keke. It was a nice interview session. I talked a lot. Laughed a lot. They said I'm joyful and enthusiastic. Haha My talkative trait helps me. I almost told them everything of me, especially OC Life. Sharing the growth of me during that hell year. I don't know did I impressed them, but I really enjoyed.
Ok, now till the saddest of the week. Yea, I didn't get the offer of matriculation. This is suck and I know it. I should be feeling sad of it, but my heart just didn't have those hard feelings. I can feel the tiredness of my heart. It seems like try to escape from the suffer. I want to cry but no tears for me. Although it has second intake, I can't see hope. I don't like the feeling of disappointing, nobody does. Whoever likes bad news. So now, I have to decide whether Form 6 or UTAR. The reason of choosing both of this, I no need spend much money. Maybe for UTAR the accommodation fee. Even though, i don't hope for Matriculation, I still pray for it. Ikr, i'm weird. Form 6 is for my future uni life, UTAR is for my pre-U life. I am hoping that I can study degree in USM after have my foundation in UTAR. If I go to UTAR, I will go with one of my besties. I hope the money stuff doesn't spoil our relationship like what usually happens. Ok, Just let me think.
Great news for me, I finally finished One Hundred Names by Cecelia Ahern. I like romance novels. I love Love Stories. Usually romance novels attracted me more. So it was a nice try for me. (Even though I took long time to finish, but still worth a clap right) But then, the storyline is interesting. The main character, Kitty Logan who is a journalist just meet some awesome people when she is trying to write the tribute piece to her mentor who had passed away. This time, I made some notes when I'm reading. It was good! I noted down every feeling I felt about it and also some inspiring quotes. Erm, Spoiler alert.
To seek the truth is not necessarily to go on a mission all guns blazing in order to reveal a lie, neither is it to be particularly ground-breaking - it is simply to get to the heart of what is real.
In those stories, the one I like the most is Ambrose's. Especially when it connected to The Beauty and The Beast. Eva's also not bad! What I've learned is, everybody has a story to tell. Every single ordinary person has an extraordinary story. Even though we felt that our life is boring. Thanks Cecelia brings us so wonderful piece. Now I'm reading The Time Keeper. Hope I can finish it asap. Hahaha.
So many good and bad things happened. But i know, God gives me the best.
