Ending of my 3-months-long holiday.

August 28.

My three-months-long holiday left only 6 days. It passed too fast, but it was meaningful. I had my first part-time job at bookstore. Indeed it was an awesome memories. I had some friendly colleagues. I met different kind of customers. And I also realised, I'm not that good, enough. I found this in many aspect of mine. Firstly, my communication skill. I thought I can speak well in English as I felt I did well in MUET speaking test or any presentation. Eventually, I don't. Communication skill is different with presentation skill. I stuttered when I spoke to customers sometimes. Presentation is like you've been given a specific topic, you just have talk about it. Communication isn't like that. It requires the connection between people. Convey and Listen. Probably have to work hard on this in my future days.The second matter, I have a bad-tempered. I always notice this. Sometimes when I met stupid customers, I almost can't control my tempered. But what I can do is only tolerate. Customers are always right. But man, don't forget,

Don't ever be rude to the one who service you, they deserve respect too.

          The next thing about my part time job - I'm so grateful that I can met those friendly colleagues.
They taught me a lot of things. We made jokes. We made funs. We grumbled everything. They always treat me like I'm their lil sisters. Thanks for forgiving me when I did something wrong. Thanks for the farewell gift. I never thought that I can receive so many lovely present from you all. Lastly, Thanks for the memories. It was precious.

          I'm stepping to my Uni life in 6 days more. I always wish to have a uni life which I can join various type of activities that I like, enjoy all the events and activities. I even feel like I can neglect my study since I don't wan my uni life is filled with books and assignments. But, I'm wrong. If I'm not going to pay hard work on my study, then what am I fighting for in the past few years. So now,  I want to prove, it wasn't impossible to be an all rounded student. I can be the one who excellent in academic nor curriculum.

Hope that I never forget what I wrote today.

Don't ever stop improving myself in whatever aspect.
Set goals, fight for it and be a better self.

June is Love.

June is always my favourite month.

It's been awhile. I'm so lazy to update. I would rather take those free time to do nothing or sleep or enjoy breathing. But I don't want to forget things that happened in this lovely June. That's why I'm here, with spotify and earphone.

          It was an amazing month. So much exciting moment. The first one, I went to the Zhang Jie concert in Genting. It was the first concert I went in my lifetime, and it was wonderful! I totally enjoyed  his music, his voice is shoooo perfect! Tbh I'm not really his fans. I only knew few songs before I bought the ticket and it costs RM438. You might think, ''WTH, are you crazy? bought an so expensive ticket and you are not the fans of him'' I also dont know why I did such crazy decisions. What on my head that time is only, '' It's Okay, you may not get this chance anymore.'' I listened some of his songs before I went to the concert. Those are really good music. I realised, there was no difference between the mp3 version and the live version. He is really a ''King of Live''. After drowning in his music for hours, screaming for hours, we decided to take a picture with his poster. We accidentally passed by Genting Hotel lobby and found out there were people waiting for Zhang Jie. We get ready with our phone and wait for him! He finally showed up in front of me in the distance of 1m! 1m! 1m! I just can't believe that moment! The celeb u only can see him through screen, he appeared in front of me. Lucky me, isn't it?

          Next one is Gary Fans Meeting in Penang. Actually I decided not to go at first. It was my offday. Oh ya, i started my first part time job in life. I worked in Popular VM. Feel free to come and have a visit hehe. Okay back to topic. Offday meant so much to people who is working. I know who has the working experience will get my point. I still decided to go tho. It's not often we can have this kind of chance hanging out together. So, yea, I joined them to go and have a look on Gary. I thought I can only watch Gary's shadow cause I think the place will crowded with people since it is FOC. Luckily we found a quite nice place at top and wait for him. I guess he only showed up for 30 minutes in the stage? After that, an unbelievable moment happened again. I experienced the same thing again. I'm not joking of bluffing, it's true, GARY appeared in front of me again, this time even closer than ZhangJie's! I think I can even hug him. When we walked from Paragon to Gurney, we passed by G hotel. Then, eveything happened so suddenly, when we reach the lobby gate. Gary just came down from car and appeared in front of us. The first feeling is shocked, I stared at him like 2 second and then started to scream his name! Sorry for the sampat action, but this seriously is involuntary action. I can't control >< And then he looked at us, Muahahahahhaha! Lucky me, isn't it?

           June is my lucky month. Few days ago was my birthday. I so lucky to had offday on that day! Hahaha I'm so happy when I got to know this news. Hehehehe. What I've for my 19 birthday can be described in one word - SIMPLICITY. A day full of friend and family wishes, enjoy watching shows, spent whole evening on the couch and had delicious meal. We don't always have time to enjoy those lil simple things especially when we busy with study and work.

           It's okay to lead a life with simplicity, but not a mediocre life. 


Let me enjoy my 19 and Happy belated birthday to myself.

Everything affects everything.

Welcome to your tape.

Hey, everyone. I thought I would be here earlier to share my Penang Trip, but I end up to share about a drama I watched recently, ''13 Reasons Why'' instead of the Pg Trip. This is just because 13 Reasons Why hit me so hard. I finished it in one days. Yeah, one day. The storyline is too attracting. Seriously, it's really good. I highly recommended it.

          Hey, it's spoiler alert, to those who haven't watch it yet and don't wanna know the storyline, please leave yea. This story is about a girl who killed herself, named Hannah. Clay, the main character of this story, received a box with seven cassette tapes, which prepared by Hannah. In each side of tape, it revealed the reasons why Hannah committed suicide. And ya, Clay is also one of the reason, that's why he received the tapes.

          The tapes start with Justin, who started to affect Hannah high school life. Justin is her first love, he owns her first kiss. But what Justin does is so disappointed Hannah. Rumors, physical assault.... So much hurt to Hannah. Tape 1, Side B is about friendship, Hannah and Jess Hot Chocolate Friendship. Friendship is fragile. It breaks easily. Friendship can't tolerate with third party like betrayal, love....Isn't it? The third one is about Alex. The guy who finally committed suicide too. I think he is too guilty because of the list, which open up Hannah to more and more rumors. Everything affects everything. The story continues with other people, who subsequently hurt Hannah. They destroyed her reputation, broke her heart, her spirit and also her soul. And all of these lead Hannah choose the road to end her life. Especially, Mr Potter. He extinguished the little flame of hope inside Hannah's mind.

          What actually make me so addicted to this drama huh? I think probably I wanna to know, how Clay hurts Hannah? Clay loves Hannah. ''I cost a girl her life because I was afraid to love her.'''. After watched his tape, WTF I feel so sad. Especially that line, ''Why you didn't say this to me earlier? '' Actually, I was thinking how if I was Clay? I think I will probably go mad. The girl he loved leave and left her sad memories to him, making him feel more and more guilty or regret why didn't he understand and help her earlier.''You can't go back to how things were. How you thought they were. What you really have is...now.'' Somemore when the truth revealed, Clay was so blamed himself because he did not stay on Jess's party night. Yes, Everything affects everything. Just like the butterfly effect, butterfly flaps its wing and it might cause a hurricane.

          Some of you care, but none of you is cared enough. When I am watching the last episode, I think of my ex-schoolmate who committed suicide in the age of 18 because of depression. And I was thinking, maybe anyone one of us may changes this. Perhaps. Suicide is never an option.

This world need more love, more care.

PEACE.

Goodbye Matrik Life.

Matrik Life makes me realised how fast one year is.

When the moment you longing for 10 months comes so fast, the reaction I give is only nonplussed. I don't know how should I feel toward that moment. Sad or happy? Sad because I'm leaving this bunch of awesome friend where we did anything together for this past 10 months or Happy because I'm leaving this place where we deserve no equality and a place full with rules and regulations.

          The friends that I stick around mostly are come from SP and probably are secondary schoolmate. That's why I didn't feel that sad when we come to the time to separate. We still have a Penang trip to go. We still can hang out to have a coffee. Tho I forget one important things, we will be going to Uni three months more. We will head to different Uni. We gotta have our own new life. We might not keep in contact anymore. By that time, we will realize time left only memory for us.

          Sem 2 is much fun than Sem 1. And of course, much faster. Tho, I struggled for so much for it. The main cause is I have a super-duper crazy Bio Lecturer. But I seriously thanked him with my whole-hearted. He is a dedicated lecturer who sacrifices more than any lecturer in KMK. He willing to spend his day and night doing extra class. Just that sometimes, he is too extreme to want his student to get an A for Biology.

          I get my Muet result few days ago. I managed to achieve my goal - Band 5. Altho I'm not qualified for it. I can't write good essay, and have a poor grammar and vocab. Reading part pull my score up. I totally satisfied with it. I spent so much time on it. Hardwork will pay off. I always believe in this. I promise that I will continue polish my English, to deserve that band 5.

          Glad to have you all in my Matrik Life. Lots of Love.

Jamuan Blok.

With my lovely roomate. Im gonna miss them so much.

K5S1T5 Jamuan. A very memorable night. 

Last Physic Experiment.
They say this experiment is very nice because of the light.

Last C-mart outing with them.
We go to C-mart to buy some ingredient for that night.
Guess what, we had steamboat that night! 

Jia Xin birthday celebration.
 

Ewa birthday celebration

Chinese New Year Event. As a performer.
Everyone did a very good job that night.
Especially the wushu performer.
Some of them are only newbies but they just awesome af!

Masakan Rimba Competition.
We managed to get 1st runner up in this competition.
Those food beside were the one we prepared.
Great experience gain. My first cooking experience? Heh

Chinese in K5S1T5. 

Plan A typical graduation photo.

To celebrate the last day of school.

Last time riadah.
We had a good frisbee game that evening. 

1/1/2017. We go down to countdown and celebrate new year.
But end up chasing by mak guard.

KMK Got Talent Night. 

Last time wearing this lab coat.

The only flower blossom tree in KMK. 

My lovely Physic Lecturer. Mdm Yupha. 

Zhuang Bi Zhao.

K5S1T5.

Pokemon Go!

Eating Squad.

KMK's sunset.

As a part of it.

KMK Got Talent Crew.

Last Biology Lab.

Aman Central Outing.
We managed to escape from the escape room!
Btw, the theme is nice, Missing Corpse!

Kuliah 5

I Potato you! <3 

K5S1T5

KMK Ching Chong Huan!

Happy Graduation & Bye.