2016年5月31日星期二

First Camping Experience

Run Wild. Live Free.
I still can't believe, I've back from PISPA Camp. I've survived! It was a brand new experience for me. It wasn't like the other camp I've joined before. This was a real camping life. REAL CAMPING LIFE. It was a rush camp. We only get the notice from the Government three days before the camp. Nobody was willing to go. However, some of us volunteer to go after Cik Suppa keep on persuading us. And ya, I'm one of them. Don't ask me why, probably my brain malfunction that time. Ex-President of Chinese Orchestra Team joining PISPA Camping - What a joke?

          Like almost 3.30 p.m, we started our journey to Kem Palas. We shared one bus with Form Six students of Ibrahim and St Thresa School. They are really great! We took our luggage down together. Then after a short briefing, we started to set up our tent. First experience to set up tent. We gals set up the three tents together. Don't ever look down on the power of teamwork. After photograph session, we waited for M to pray. My friends and I really wondered why we were there. From that moment onward, we started to countdown. LOL! I think that time we not even at there for 2 hours and we already wanted to go back. Then, we were given time to bath. I'm totally shocked when I stepped into the bathroom. Everyone was wearing sarung and bath in front of everyone! M just take it easy and C and I almost crazy. Ok again, first experience to wear sarung and bath in front of everyone (Erm, definitely no boys there) The most struggle thing is how to take off our clothes and wear clothes. However, three days camping made me learned the technique. (You can come to ask for it if you need it XD) After a very un-tasty and spicy dinner, we were forced to listen two boring talks and I almost slept. The following activity is the best activity I think in that three days. We had a short highway-walk. After we walked more or less 1 km, we laid on the tar road to see the stars, moon and cloud. The sky of that night was so nice. Night sky is always nice, yet we don't even have the time to look at it, to enjoy it as our life in town is always so hectic. I even have the chance to have a glance of fireflies, which is so rare in town. I also think of TFIOS. Maybe is the star shines so bright and I never noticed before. After that, we went back to campsite,had a writing report and we were asked to sleep. That night was so hot. Inside the tent is so hot like there were no air inside and u can commit suicide inside the tent.

          On the next day, we woke up at 5.45 a.m (because outside too noisy) We had a marching training on the morning. Hahah quite fun. I never try before since I am a SMCO member. After that,our face were applied with charcoal. Argh, my face is allergic with it! Wanna slap those instructors so much. LOL, we hate them so much. We even gave them nickname and composed songs for them especially Crocodile and Colour Wolf. That crocodile eyes really funny hahaha. Ehem back to story. We went to forest to have lesson and prepare for lunch. There were many mosquitoes in that forest. REALLY MANY! GG. Some RCST issues happened in our platun when we prepared for lunch. Because of that,our lunch is undercooked rice and we don't have dinner. C and I seriously fed up that time. Luckily I've prepared some biscuits. That day is Friday, M prayed for so long time. We gals just have some funny conservation LOL! After that, we had a walk in other's village. Like the day before, they wanted us to laid down but this time is a nightmare. Unfortunately, I laid under the streetlight. Myriad of insects and mosquitoes just flew around me everywhere. So frus that time! After all activities on that night, we had our bath at 1 a.m something. Only SM gang  and a few M & I bathed that time. We so enjoy bathing and washing our hair. So late tho. Maybe because we just bathed before we slept, we had a good sleep compare to the first night.

          On the last day, we had a horrible jungle trekking. We walked to Titi Hayun. At there, we had the role playing activities. There was a airplane crash inside the forest. We, as the rescue team, have to save the survivor. In order to get to meet those survivor (which act by another platun), we had to overcome so many obstacles. We had to pass the river with our shoes and socks on. We had to walk on the slippery rocks. I fell down quite a numbered times and made my legs full of bruises. Some of us even get sucked by the leaches. I had leaches-phobia after I saw it appeared on my shoes. Luckily it didn't sucked my blood. The lunch of that day was the most delicious meal in that three days. At 3.30 p.m, we finally said bye bye to that place.

          I learned a lot through this camp. Especially the inequalities in Malaysia. We can't get away from those inequalities as we stayed in Malaysia. I'm not RCST , but this is the truth. I'm not saying all M weren't good. I met the good one too. But some just don't respect us. How Malaysia is going to improve with this kind of view. I met some other races friends too. For example, the humorous Kanna, the first I friend I have. Although this camp is so torturing, I still think it was a great experience for me. Frankly, I felt regret when I was joining that camp. But now, I think it just the part of my life for me to gain experience. Ok, maybe this kind of camping not suit me, so maybe I won't join again next time. BUT, at least I've tried once in my lifetime. This is life. Life demands for challenges.We ain't gonna live our life without trying anything new and fresh. So when the opportunity knocks, grab it. It's better to regret over the things you did than the things you didn't do.

2016年5月4日星期三

This too shall pass

 This too shall pass
I accidentally watched this video on Weibo. I'm totally in love with this speaker - Prince Ea and all of his inspirational and motivational video. It does inspire people, at least, me. I love the way he express all his thought, the way he speaks, the way he tries to encourage people who is down or depressed. It's really great. Guys, just spend some time and have a look on it. You'll never regret! I'm gonna post the speech of his awesome video -

Everybody Dies but Not Everybody Lives
It is not death most people are afraid of.
It is getting to the end of life, only to realize that you never truly lived.
NEVER TRULY LIVED
There was a study done, a hospital study on 100 elderly people 
facing death close to their last breath. They were asked to reflect about their life’s biggest regret.
BIGGEST REGRET
Nearly all of them said they regretted not the things they did but the things they didn’t do.
DIDN’T DO
The risks they never took the dreams they didn’t pursue.
DIDN’T PURSUE
I ask you would your last words be; if only I had – hey, you wake up.
HEY YOU
Why do you exist? Life is not meant to simply work, wait for the weekend and pay rent. No, no I don’t know much. But I know this every person on this earth has a gift.
GIFT
And I apologized to the black community but I can no longer pretend Martin Luther King.
MARTIN LUTHER KING
That man never had a dream, that dream had him.
PEOPLE DON’T CHOOSE DREAMS
DREAMS CHOOSE THEM
See people don’t choose dreams, dreams choose them. So the question I’m getting to is, do you have the courage to grab the dream that picked you?
COURAGE
That befit you and grips you; or will you let it get away and slip through?
You know I learned a fact about airplanes the other day. This was – this was so surprising to see, I was talking to a pilot and he told me that many of his passengers think planes are dangerous to fly in. But he said actually, it is a lot more dangerous for a plane to stay on the ground. I say what? Like how does that sound what he said, he said because on the ground. The plane starts to rust.
RUST
MALFUNCTION
WEAR
Malfunction and wear, much faster than it ever would if it was in the air. As I walked away I thought, yeah, makes total sense because planes were built to live in the skies. And every person was built to live out the dream they have inside. So it is perhaps the saddest loss to live a life on the ground without ever taking off.
TAKING OFF
See most of us are afraid of the thief, they comes in the night to steal all of our things. But there is a thief in your mind who is after your dreams. His name is doubt.
DOUBT
If you see him call the cops and keep him away from the kids because he is wanted for murder. So he has killed more dreams than failure ever did. He wears many disguises and like a virus will leave you blinded, divided and turn you into a kinda.
BLINDED
DIVIDED
“KINDA”
See kinda is lethal. You know what kinda is? There is a lot of kinda people, you kinda want a career change, you kinda want to get straight A’s, you kinda want to get in shape. Simple math, no numbers to crunch. If you kinda want something, then you will kinda get the results you want.
What is your dream? What ignites that spark. You can’t kinda want that, you got to want it with every part of your whole heart. Will you struggle? Yeah, yeah… you will struggle, no way around it. You will fall many times, but who’s counting? Just remember, there’s no such thing as a smooth mountain.
SMOOTH MOUNTAIN
If you want to make it to the top then, there are sharp ridges that have to be stepped over. There will be times you get stressed and things you get depressed over. But let me tell you something. Steven Spielberg was rejected from film school three times, three times but he kept going.
KEPT GOING Source: LYBIO.net
The television execs fired Oprah said she was unfit for TV but she kept going. Critics told Beyoncé that she couldn’t sing she went through depression. But she kept going.
KEPT GOING
STRUGGLE & CRITICISM
Struggle and criticisms are prerequisites for greatness. That is the law of this universe and no one escapes it. Because pain is life but you can choose what type? Either the pain on the road to success or the pain of being haunted with regret.
REGRET
You want my advice. Don’t think twice.
DON’T THINK TWICE
We have been given a gift that we call life.
LIFE
So don’t blow it. You’re not defined by your past instead you were born anew in each moment. So own it now.
SO OWN IT NOW
Sometimes you’ve got to leap. And grow your wings on the way down. You better get the shot off before the clock runs out because there is ain’t no over time in life, no do over. And I know what sound like I’m preaching on speaking with force but if you don’t use your gift then you sell not only yourself, but the whole world. Short.
SHORT
So what invention that you have buried in your mind? What idea?
IDEA
CURE
SKILL
What cure? What skill did you have inside to bring out to this universe?
UNI = ONE VERSE = SONG
Uni meaning one, verse meaning song, you have a part to play in this song.
ONE SONG
So grab that microphone and be brave. Sing your heart out on life’s stage. You cannot go back and make a brand new beginning. But you can start now and make a brand new ending.

A BRAND NEW ENDING.

Does it inspire you? Just bear in mind guy, Live our precious life and moment to the fullest, don't ever regret and be brave to pursue your dream and never give up. Cheer!

2016年5月3日星期二

End.

Silently, that things might change,grow or fail,but the life did go on --Me Before You
 3 Dec 2015 to 3 May 2016. 5 months just passed like this. It's going to the end of my longest holiday of my life. Actually tonight i don't have the mood to blog, but you know,i don't know whether i still have the chance or not. I'm going to start my Form 6 life tomorrow, 4 May. I still can't accept this fact actually. They said, form 6 life don't have the chance to watch television or play any games. It's too busy. Busy of study and co-curriculum. I scare I even don't have the time to open computer. It's tough. I have to let myself work hard and aim high. For my dreams and future, I have to do so.

          I remember I want to have a review on March for my holiday To- Do-List. It comes late. Now I'm going to write about it since my holiday will end in few hours more.The first one, watch drama. Hahaha, this is definitely DONE. I watched a lot. But the regret is, I didn't finish TVD even season one. Sho bad. But the 16 episode is enough for me to love Stephan and Demon.*Drool*. The second one, keeping fit. WTH. I'm getting fatter and fatter. Holiday is meant to eat a lot. I just lazy to exercise. I rather take the time taking nap than exercise. I'm a typical pig. And ya, i get my driving license but i don't drive frequently. Next, part time job, can blogging considered as my part time job? I don't have a job this holiday, quite sad. Maple has updated. My house wifi line just can't continue patching. Oh no, I miss it so much. Erm, i'm not a cooker, but i'm a good cutter. I last time try to become my bro as a chief helper. I help him to cut everything even the hard punkin. English novel?keke, the proudest thing of this holiday. English movie? Yes too. The recent movie that I watched is Marvel- The Civil War. I think it's really nice. Strongly recommended. Cleaning of study room will be carried out in the next few hours. Hahaha XD

          Back to my proudest thing of holiday, reading novel. I don't think I can finish reading even one novel in this holiday. I'm lazy and I know it. The miracle just happened on me. I used 6 days to finish Me Before You which has 500 pages. Maybe I'm interested in this novel so I can watch it within six days. Frankly, it's a super-duper interesting novel. It's about Will Traynor And Louisa Clark. The story is so heart breaking. I cried. Especially the night.... Opps, I'm not going to become a spoiler. Go read it yourself. I've watched the trailer nearly hundred times. Sam and Emilia are awesome! I can't wait for the movie in June. I will remember to bring tissues to the theater. Just live. Love, Will. Even four words like this is enough to make me sad. Here is some lines of Me Before You which I love so much. ( I just listed some)

''I just...want to be a man who has been to a concert with a girl in a red dress. Just for a few minutes more.''

''You only get one life. It's actually your duty to live it as fully as possible.''

''Sometimes, Clark, You are the pretty much the only thing that makes me want to get up in the morning.''

''I don't want you to miss out all the things that someone else could give you'.''


          I just went back from a short vacation to PJ and Genting. Genting is so cold. I like the weather there. I only wore a dress yesterday and go to outdoor for the windy and foggy weather. At last, I totally can't resist then I wore cardigan. It still cool tho.Short trip but I love it. Hope more vacation coming soon. 2.40 a.m right now. It's time to bed. Night.