Everything affects everything.

Welcome to your tape.

Hey, everyone. I thought I would be here earlier to share my Penang Trip, but I end up to share about a drama I watched recently, ''13 Reasons Why'' instead of the Pg Trip. This is just because 13 Reasons Why hit me so hard. I finished it in one days. Yeah, one day. The storyline is too attracting. Seriously, it's really good. I highly recommended it.

          Hey, it's spoiler alert, to those who haven't watch it yet and don't wanna know the storyline, please leave yea. This story is about a girl who killed herself, named Hannah. Clay, the main character of this story, received a box with seven cassette tapes, which prepared by Hannah. In each side of tape, it revealed the reasons why Hannah committed suicide. And ya, Clay is also one of the reason, that's why he received the tapes.

          The tapes start with Justin, who started to affect Hannah high school life. Justin is her first love, he owns her first kiss. But what Justin does is so disappointed Hannah. Rumors, physical assault.... So much hurt to Hannah. Tape 1, Side B is about friendship, Hannah and Jess Hot Chocolate Friendship. Friendship is fragile. It breaks easily. Friendship can't tolerate with third party like betrayal, love....Isn't it? The third one is about Alex. The guy who finally committed suicide too. I think he is too guilty because of the list, which open up Hannah to more and more rumors. Everything affects everything. The story continues with other people, who subsequently hurt Hannah. They destroyed her reputation, broke her heart, her spirit and also her soul. And all of these lead Hannah choose the road to end her life. Especially, Mr Potter. He extinguished the little flame of hope inside Hannah's mind.

          What actually make me so addicted to this drama huh? I think probably I wanna to know, how Clay hurts Hannah? Clay loves Hannah. ''I cost a girl her life because I was afraid to love her.'''. After watched his tape, WTF I feel so sad. Especially that line, ''Why you didn't say this to me earlier? '' Actually, I was thinking how if I was Clay? I think I will probably go mad. The girl he loved leave and left her sad memories to him, making him feel more and more guilty or regret why didn't he understand and help her earlier.''You can't go back to how things were. How you thought they were. What you really have is...now.'' Somemore when the truth revealed, Clay was so blamed himself because he did not stay on Jess's party night. Yes, Everything affects everything. Just like the butterfly effect, butterfly flaps its wing and it might cause a hurricane.

          Some of you care, but none of you is cared enough. When I am watching the last episode, I think of my ex-schoolmate who committed suicide in the age of 18 because of depression. And I was thinking, maybe anyone one of us may changes this. Perhaps. Suicide is never an option.

This world need more love, more care.

PEACE.

Goodbye Matrik Life.

Matrik Life makes me realised how fast one year is.

When the moment you longing for 10 months comes so fast, the reaction I give is only nonplussed. I don't know how should I feel toward that moment. Sad or happy? Sad because I'm leaving this bunch of awesome friend where we did anything together for this past 10 months or Happy because I'm leaving this place where we deserve no equality and a place full with rules and regulations.

          The friends that I stick around mostly are come from SP and probably are secondary schoolmate. That's why I didn't feel that sad when we come to the time to separate. We still have a Penang trip to go. We still can hang out to have a coffee. Tho I forget one important things, we will be going to Uni three months more. We will head to different Uni. We gotta have our own new life. We might not keep in contact anymore. By that time, we will realize time left only memory for us.

          Sem 2 is much fun than Sem 1. And of course, much faster. Tho, I struggled for so much for it. The main cause is I have a super-duper crazy Bio Lecturer. But I seriously thanked him with my whole-hearted. He is a dedicated lecturer who sacrifices more than any lecturer in KMK. He willing to spend his day and night doing extra class. Just that sometimes, he is too extreme to want his student to get an A for Biology.

          I get my Muet result few days ago. I managed to achieve my goal - Band 5. Altho I'm not qualified for it. I can't write good essay, and have a poor grammar and vocab. Reading part pull my score up. I totally satisfied with it. I spent so much time on it. Hardwork will pay off. I always believe in this. I promise that I will continue polish my English, to deserve that band 5.

          Glad to have you all in my Matrik Life. Lots of Love.

Jamuan Blok.

With my lovely roomate. Im gonna miss them so much.

K5S1T5 Jamuan. A very memorable night. 

Last Physic Experiment.
They say this experiment is very nice because of the light.

Last C-mart outing with them.
We go to C-mart to buy some ingredient for that night.
Guess what, we had steamboat that night! 

Jia Xin birthday celebration.
 

Ewa birthday celebration

Chinese New Year Event. As a performer.
Everyone did a very good job that night.
Especially the wushu performer.
Some of them are only newbies but they just awesome af!

Masakan Rimba Competition.
We managed to get 1st runner up in this competition.
Those food beside were the one we prepared.
Great experience gain. My first cooking experience? Heh

Chinese in K5S1T5. 

Plan A typical graduation photo.

To celebrate the last day of school.

Last time riadah.
We had a good frisbee game that evening. 

1/1/2017. We go down to countdown and celebrate new year.
But end up chasing by mak guard.

KMK Got Talent Night. 

Last time wearing this lab coat.

The only flower blossom tree in KMK. 

My lovely Physic Lecturer. Mdm Yupha. 

Zhuang Bi Zhao.

K5S1T5.

Pokemon Go!

Eating Squad.

KMK's sunset.

As a part of it.

KMK Got Talent Crew.

Last Biology Lab.

Aman Central Outing.
We managed to escape from the escape room!
Btw, the theme is nice, Missing Corpse!

Kuliah 5

I Potato you! <3 

K5S1T5

KMK Ching Chong Huan!

Happy Graduation & Bye.