F L A S H B A C K: 十一月 2016

2016年11月22日星期二

C'est La Vie

Tough situation I'll be facing few weeks more - Choosing courses for my degree.

I asked my sis, '' Any recommended courses? '' She replied, ''Just follow your heart. Choose the subject you interested in.'' I know how important this decision influenced the rest of my life.

I admit that I am coward. I love sciences ( Except Physics). But then, recently, I decided to take Accouting Courses for my degree. It's okay to my parents. They always think that account is better than sciences. They feel that there is a higher chances for those who study account to find a better job. But, for my friends, most of them were surprised and asked why? I took account subject in high school. But I dont know it well. Or I should said, All I know is just the basic, the things I've learned. I don't spend a lot time with it. One week only two hours for Acc tuition. To me, I don't hate it, and maybeI love it. But I'm not sure that whether I can let it accompany me for the rest of my days. I don't know whether my passion toward Acc will everlast anot. You might be asking, then why don't you choose Sciences Subject. As I said, I am coward! I want to become a lecturer. Lecturer in MY required PhD holder. I'm scared that I will become crazy if I take Sciences Subject Til PhD. No joke! I really scared.

We can't do things without passion. I always love passionate person. And of course, the passionate me toward something that I really like. I'm not that kind person with strong determination. Sometimes, I give up easily. I won't force myself to do the things that I don't like. I only do the things thay I like, the things that I have passion toward it. That's why, I am wondering about my future. I ain't going to force the rest my life to force myself doing something that I dont like. I ain't going to live such life. But seriously, I don't know Sc or Acc will be the best choice.

C'est La Vie. Life is about decision making. Once you make the move, there is no undo button. You can't go back and make the decision again. The only things you can do is, keep move on, whether you are sick with it or in love with it. Life is cruel, isn't it?

Or maybe, I shouldn't think this much. Present is precious. I should've just enjoy movie at this moment. Or mapling. Future just leave it for future.

不要为明天忧虑，因为明天自有明天的忧虑；一天的难处一天担当就够了。

2016年11月17日星期四

SEM ONE CHECKED.

I didn't come this far, to only come this far.

Not willing to believe that, sem one ended like this. Throughout this sem, I experienced a lot of things. All those lil things just filled my KMK Life bits by bits. And after half year ,it will be fulled and I have to keep it deep inside my heart and called it as memories.

I just finished my PSPM ( Final). For those sciences paper, I think I'm doing quite well, but maths paper just spoilt everything. Seriously, the first time I'm so frus with maths paper. I don't have enough time to finish all the questions. Even tho I have enough time, seriously speaking, I don't know how to answer some of them. Actually the saddest thing wasn't that I don't know how to answer, but is the sacrifices I put on it was meaningless. I scare that the time I spent for maths throughout this sem is just a waste. DAMN. How if I can't get 4Flat, How if I can't get the course I want, How if I'm not qualified to USM. Ok STOP THE SADNESS PLS. It's sem break. I'm going enjoy it to the max before facing the next sem.

Actually I intended to blog every weekend. I want to record down every single thing. But so sad, there are so many work waiting for me. And of course, excuses. It's hard to stop my laziness. Being lazy is one of my awesome personality. Keke, so now let me just flashback what I've experience throughout this sem.