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Silently, that things might change,grow or fail,but the life did go on --Me Before You

 3 Dec 2015 to 3 May 2016. 5 months just passed like this. It's going to the end of my longest holiday of my life. Actually tonight i don't have the mood to blog, but you know,i don't know whether i still have the chance or not. I'm going to start my Form 6 life tomorrow, 4 May. I still can't accept this fact actually. They said, form 6 life don't have the chance to watch television or play any games. It's too busy. Busy of study and co-curriculum. I scare I even don't have the time to open computer. It's tough. I have to let myself work hard and aim high. For my dreams and future, I have to do so.

          I remember I want to have a review on March for my holiday To- Do-List. It comes late. Now I'm going to write about it since my holiday will end in few hours more.The first one, watch drama. Hahaha, this is definitely DONE. I watched a lot. But the regret is, I didn't finish TVD even season one. Sho bad. But the 16 episode is enough for me to love Stephan and Demon.*Drool*. The second one, keeping fit. WTH. I'm getting fatter and fatter. Holiday is meant to eat a lot. I just lazy to exercise. I rather take the time taking nap than exercise. I'm a typical pig. And ya, i get my driving license but i don't drive frequently. Next, part time job, can blogging considered as my part time job? I don't have a job this holiday, quite sad. Maple has updated. My house wifi line just can't continue patching. Oh no, I miss it so much. Erm, i'm not a cooker, but i'm a good cutter. I last time try to become my bro as a chief helper. I help him to cut everything even the hard punkin. English novel?keke, the proudest thing of this holiday. English movie? Yes too. The recent movie that I watched is Marvel- The Civil War. I think it's really nice. Strongly recommended. Cleaning of study room will be carried out in the next few hours. Hahaha XD

          Back to my proudest thing of holiday, reading novel. I don't think I can finish reading even one novel in this holiday. I'm lazy and I know it. The miracle just happened on me. I used 6 days to finish Me Before You which has 500 pages. Maybe I'm interested in this novel so I can watch it within six days. Frankly, it's a super-duper interesting novel. It's about Will Traynor And Louisa Clark. The story is so heart breaking. I cried. Especially the night.... Opps, I'm not going to become a spoiler. Go read it yourself. I've watched the trailer nearly hundred times. Sam and Emilia are awesome! I can't wait for the movie in June. I will remember to bring tissues to the theater. Just live. Love, Will. Even four words like this is enough to make me sad. Here is some lines of Me Before You which I love so much. ( I just listed some)

''I just...want to be a man who has been to a concert with a girl in a red dress. Just for a few minutes more.''

''You only get one life. It's actually your duty to live it as fully as possible.''

''Sometimes, Clark, You are the pretty much the only thing that makes me want to get up in the morning.''

''I don't want you to miss out all the things that someone else could give you'.''


          I just went back from a short vacation to PJ and Genting. Genting is so cold. I like the weather there. I only wore a dress yesterday and go to outdoor for the windy and foggy weather. At last, I totally can't resist then I wore cardigan. It still cool tho.Short trip but I love it. Hope more vacation coming soon. 2.40 a.m right now. It's time to bed. Night.

Every heart has a story to tell.

They tried to bury us. They didn't know we were seeds.

Too much surprise and heart broken things in this few weeks. Where should I start from, there were so many things to tell. Let's start from the beginning of the April month. ( This month is totally fooling me all the way. ) I went to Anugerah Cemerlang. Still feel bored. Still talkative. Still nosy. I had my sis formal on. Oh no, I like white blouse. White is a perfect colour albeit it makes me look fat. I don't care =P After the ceremony,  we went to Yoshiya to have lunch and talk talk talk. It was a B&G gathering, but we just talked separately. We had our second round at Secret recipe. It was a really good time - Sharing and listening. BTW, I experienced something warm. The next day of Anugerah Cemerlang was the day of IPG test. I decided not to go due to transportation and other problems. But my friend keep on persuade me go for it. FYI, I wish to become a teacher too. ( I do have many ambitions actually) One of them even offer a car ride even though her test wasn't on that day. Warmth felt. And one more, one of my BFF came to my house just to send me cookies which i mentioned to her earlier that my family like it. Our house wasn't near! So glad to have them, seriously.

          Besides, I was shortlisted by Maybank to have the online assessment. Marketing question and short time given. Hahaha, I took it not very serious actually, but i received phone call from Maybank for the interview session. Feel shocked totally. Never thought of it. The interview was on Friday, at MWE Plaza, Penang. Frankly, I went to the interview to get experience only. I don't hope for the scholarship keke. It was a nice interview session. I talked a lot. Laughed a lot. They said I'm joyful and enthusiastic. Haha My talkative trait helps me. I almost told them everything of me, especially OC Life. Sharing the growth of me during that hell year. I don't know did I impressed them, but I really enjoyed.

          Ok, now till the saddest of the week. Yea, I didn't get the offer of matriculation. This is suck and I know it. I should be feeling sad of it, but my heart just didn't have those hard feelings. I can feel the tiredness of my heart. It seems like try to escape from the suffer. I want to cry but no tears for me. Although it has second intake, I can't see hope. I don't like the feeling of disappointing, nobody does. Whoever likes bad news. So now, I have to decide whether Form 6 or UTAR. The reason of choosing both of this, I no need spend much money. Maybe for UTAR the accommodation fee. Even though, i don't hope for Matriculation, I still pray for it. Ikr, i'm weird. Form 6 is for my future uni life, UTAR is for my pre-U life. I am hoping that I can study degree in USM after have my foundation in UTAR. If I go to UTAR, I will go with one of my besties. I hope the money stuff doesn't spoil our relationship like what usually happens. Ok, Just let me think.

          Great news for me, I finally finished One Hundred Names by Cecelia Ahern. I like romance novels. I love Love Stories. Usually romance novels attracted me more.  So it was a nice try for me. (Even though I took long time to finish, but still worth a clap right) But then, the storyline is interesting. The main character, Kitty Logan who is a journalist just meet some awesome people when she is trying to write the tribute piece to her mentor who had passed away. This time, I made some notes when I'm reading. It was good! I noted down every feeling I felt about it and also some inspiring quotes. Erm, Spoiler alert.

To seek the truth is not necessarily to go on a mission all guns blazing in order to reveal a lie, neither is it to be particularly ground-breaking - it is simply to get to the heart of what is real.

In those stories, the one I like the most is Ambrose's. Especially when it connected to The Beauty and The Beast. Eva's also not bad! What I've learned is, everybody has a story to tell. Every single ordinary person has an extraordinary story. Even though we felt that our life is boring.  Thanks Cecelia brings us so wonderful piece. Now I'm reading The Time Keeper. Hope I can finish it asap. Hahaha.

          So many good and bad things happened. But i know, God gives me the best.