Tough situation I'll be facing few weeks more - Choosing courses for my degree.
I asked my sis, '' Any recommended courses? '' She replied, ''Just follow your heart. Choose the subject you interested in.'' I know how important this decision influenced the rest of my life.
I admit that I am coward. I love sciences ( Except Physics). But then, recently, I decided to take Accouting Courses for my degree. It's okay to my parents. They always think that account is better than sciences. They feel that there is a higher chances for those who study account to find a better job. But, for my friends, most of them were surprised and asked why? I took account subject in high school. But I dont know it well. Or I should said, All I know is just the basic, the things I've learned. I don't spend a lot time with it. One week only two hours for Acc tuition. To me, I don't hate it, and maybeI love it. But I'm not sure that whether I can let it accompany me for the rest of my days. I don't know whether my passion toward Acc will everlast anot. You might be asking, then why don't you choose Sciences Subject. As I said, I am coward! I want to become a lecturer. Lecturer in MY required PhD holder. I'm scared that I will become crazy if I take Sciences Subject Til PhD. No joke! I really scared.
We can't do things without passion. I always love passionate person. And of course, the passionate me toward something that I really like. I'm not that kind person with strong determination. Sometimes, I give up easily. I won't force myself to do the things that I don't like. I only do the things thay I like, the things that I have passion toward it. That's why, I am wondering about my future. I ain't going to force the rest my life to force myself doing something that I dont like. I ain't going to live such life. But seriously, I don't know Sc or Acc will be the best choice.
C'est La Vie. Life is about decision making. Once you make the move, there is no undo button. You can't go back and make the decision again. The only things you can do is, keep move on, whether you are sick with it or in love with it. Life is cruel, isn't it?
Or maybe, I shouldn't think this much. Present is precious. I should've just enjoy movie at this moment. Or mapling. Future just leave it for future.
不要为明天忧虑，因为明天自有明天的忧虑；一天的难处一天担当就够了。
