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Hey, everyone. I thought I would be here earlier to share my Penang Trip, but I end up to share about a drama I watched recently, ''13 Reasons Why'' instead of the Pg Trip. This is just because 13 Reasons Why hit me so hard. I finished it in one days. Yeah, one day. The storyline is too attracting. Seriously, it's really good. I highly recommended it.
Hey, it's spoiler alert, to those who haven't watch it yet and don't wanna know the storyline, please leave yea. This story is about a girl who killed herself, named Hannah. Clay, the main character of this story, received a box with seven cassette tapes, which prepared by Hannah. In each side of tape, it revealed the reasons why Hannah committed suicide. And ya, Clay is also one of the reason, that's why he received the tapes.
The tapes start with Justin, who started to affect Hannah high school life. Justin is her first love, he owns her first kiss. But what Justin does is so disappointed Hannah. Rumors, physical assault.... So much hurt to Hannah. Tape 1, Side B is about friendship, Hannah and Jess Hot Chocolate Friendship. Friendship is fragile. It breaks easily. Friendship can't tolerate with third party like betrayal, love....Isn't it? The third one is about Alex. The guy who finally committed suicide too. I think he is too guilty because of the list, which open up Hannah to more and more rumors. Everything affects everything. The story continues with other people, who subsequently hurt Hannah. They destroyed her reputation, broke her heart, her spirit and also her soul. And all of these lead Hannah choose the road to end her life. Especially, Mr Potter. He extinguished the little flame of hope inside Hannah's mind.
What actually make me so addicted to this drama huh? I think probably I wanna to know, how Clay hurts Hannah? Clay loves Hannah. ''I cost a girl her life because I was afraid to love her.'''. After watched his tape, WTF I feel so sad. Especially that line, ''Why you didn't say this to me earlier? '' Actually, I was thinking how if I was Clay? I think I will probably go mad. The girl he loved leave and left her sad memories to him, making him feel more and more guilty or regret why didn't he understand and help her earlier.''You can't go back to how things were. How you thought they were. What you really have is...now.'' Somemore when the truth revealed, Clay was so blamed himself because he did not stay on Jess's party night. Yes, Everything affects everything. Just like the butterfly effect, butterfly flaps its wing and it might cause a hurricane.
Some of you care, but none of you is cared enough. When I am watching the last episode, I think of my ex-schoolmate who committed suicide in the age of 18 because of depression. And I was thinking, maybe anyone one of us may changes this. Perhaps. Suicide is never an option.
This world need more love, more care.
PEACE.
